Today is the last day for the month of july. Time passes so fast.... its already 8 months after wad happened to me. When i think back, i notice i alwayz attract those girls who are straight, in a relationship, juz for fun and even married. The other day i went out with few frenz of mine and i get to knw this girl who'd married and she's attracted to me.
From then on my phone never fail to ring or never fail to receive any smses. I feel so stress, and got no one to turn to so i have to hurt this girls feelin to the maximum make her hate me and even make her cry. I apologize to her and told her tht im not available for any relationship at the moment, even if i am also i wont choose her cuz i knw tht there's no endin in between me and her. Eventhough i do need someone to be by my side to share my happiness and all my sorrows. I miss all the times when i need to text my loved ones once i woke up from sleep, miss all the chit chats and hanging out together.
Well those were the days when i havent change til become like this. I found out tht nowadays i dun really like to go out or even communicate wit ppl. Cuz i felt it was useless, cuz no matter how hard i try to hold on to my loved ones they will alwayz leave me. Wad abt now?? Wad if i love some one now? I dun dare to tell them tht i have feelins for them either cuz i scared ill fall into sentimental moments again. I've fought so hard for me to climb up again after my loved one left me.
Please someone help me to climb up faster and heal me from all the heartbroken.
I really need to move on.......
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