Have you ever have the sweestest memory of u and ur loved one come rushin back to u in a minute?? Well i have it today when im on the way to work, when i listen to keyshia cole's song called i remember. I was almost crazy cuz at one point im happy and the other im actually havin my tears flowin down from my eyes. I was so surprised tht i will actually still have tears comin out from my eyes, i tot it was dried up already. Well wad can i say?? Already mention is the happiest moment of me and my ex.
Never tot tht im still havin tht feelin inside of me. Im tryin my best to climb up from my fall, to let go and to not to think abt my past but i dun think it is workin. Everyone said ive changed, i become very sensitive, emotional and even bitter. How can i ever change to be like last time anymore? I dun think i enjoy to be the new me..... i dun share wit ppl wad ever feelin i have anymore. All i knw is im so stress every single second, minute and hours lately.
Im kinda surprised cuz lately i started talkin wit one of my exes again, i tot tht we can nvr talk to each other in our lifetime anymore. My growin up stage is so sufferin, wad ever i wished for will nvr happen and wad ever relationship tht im in will be damn sweet for the first few months and then the opposite things will happen... im very tired wit all of this things already.
How can i ever get out from this kind of lifestyle. Wonder can i actually let go of the one tht im in love wit now?? Wonder when only i can do it. Wanna stop myself from bein so miserable already.
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