Sometimes...somethings...and some ppl makes me wonder whether they have a life or not....
they juz cant stop barkin at ur life and they tend to irritate me more and more. I had enuf by all those stupid ppls doin those kinda things.... hey i wanna ask u whether u have a life or not?? u dun?? ask ur parents or ask around for someone to come and guide u along the way to find u a good and better life for ur ownself rather than barkin at ppl....
Knwin u is such a disaster in life... hmph..... really, sometimes i wish to turn back the time and not to knw u. U knw wad?? I have a better life than u do..... u can talk bad abt me no matter how much u wan.....ALWAYS RMB THT PPL WILL STILL LOVE AND LIKE ME FOR WHO I REALLY AM.... i dun need to get ppls sympathy like u do.....
Am i too harsh??? yes??? well if it is....im sorry but tht is all the truth tht i wanna tell u...
i aint gonna apologize for anythin.....
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
confusion strikes.....
Today really makes me think alot after hearin alot of opinions and advices.... wad kinda decision shud i make for my own life..... well i knw i am datin u now...but there r ppl who said i dun look happy bein wit u.. izzit bcuz i need to avoid alot of things? or do i still mind abt how our r'ship goin on? things r not easy to say.... nowadays ive been thinkin too much til it affect the way i treated her and my mood....
Some ppl say tht she still dunno wad she wants in life.... she can find happiness in both is tht why she still let it goes on?? i dun think i can take it any longer cuz nowadays ive been really sensitive abt wad's goin on especially after readin her msg to someone.... i cant forget it until today. Is she bein serious wit me or not? i dun wan it to repeat like last time anymore by tellin me different thing and tellin ppl another thing....wad shud i really do??
I really hope tht ure bein true to me as i am to u...i did not think nor imagine of playin wit ur feelins or wad from the beginnin. Now ure so important to me in my life and i let u understand me more compare to all my exes.... will u really appreciate it? i really wish to knw the truth...
yes i told u tht im not easily to be affected by frenz but this fren of mine really put the real thing in my head and makes me really think abt it....
Hope everythin will come clear in the future... as i dun wanna go on bein like this anymore...
Some ppl say tht she still dunno wad she wants in life.... she can find happiness in both is tht why she still let it goes on?? i dun think i can take it any longer cuz nowadays ive been really sensitive abt wad's goin on especially after readin her msg to someone.... i cant forget it until today. Is she bein serious wit me or not? i dun wan it to repeat like last time anymore by tellin me different thing and tellin ppl another thing....wad shud i really do??
I really hope tht ure bein true to me as i am to u...i did not think nor imagine of playin wit ur feelins or wad from the beginnin. Now ure so important to me in my life and i let u understand me more compare to all my exes.... will u really appreciate it? i really wish to knw the truth...
yes i told u tht im not easily to be affected by frenz but this fren of mine really put the real thing in my head and makes me really think abt it....
Hope everythin will come clear in the future... as i dun wanna go on bein like this anymore...
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
the time is runnin low
I'm sorry but i admit...this time i really fall in love wit u. I dunno wad makes it feels so strong but i knw my heart very well. I knw ppl been tellin u alot of bad things abt me, they even ask u dun trust me. But thank u for trustin me bcuz i am really not those type of person whom they said i am. I hope i prove to u well.
For me to give up is not an easy thing. But i really dun wish to see u bein sad and sufferin anymore. I admit im very sad and i cant give up, but to think properly i prefer sacrifyin myself also i dun wanna see u bein so miserable bcuz u have to choose. I knw u cant do it so i have to make the decision for u. I knw i said to u before no matter wad decision i make for u, u also cannot be angry,sad,cry or regret....bcuz i choose to let go actually. I knw u cried alot and i hurt u as well.
Pls dun ask me not to treat u good cuz i cant do it. I wish i can be the one who can love u,be there for u,care for u,share all ur happiness and sorrows. I really wish i could be the one. We agreed tht we will end things up on this friday but i really couldnt let go. I really cant, i'm so sad and weak rite now cuz i knw tht my heart choose to be wit u. I tried so hard to hold back my feelins for u but i failed. I knw ure attached but i rather take the risk bcuz im fallin in love wit u deeply.
Today is already a thursday, another day for us to be tgt and then everythin have to end up. I have to act strong in front of u cuz i dun wan u to be worried abt me. Bein wit u, shared my times wit u is the happiest moment i ever had after everythin. I never regret....im serious...i treasured it alot. While writtin this blog im listenin to ur favourite song...i cant hold back my tears anymore. Pls give me the strength to move on....i hope u can show me a happy face when we end things up on friday(eventhough i knw u will cry)
With tht i really love u wit all my heart, care for u wit all my soul. Shit, i knw when i wake up later my eyes will be swollen up. I dun wanna break down again in front of everyone. So this time im gonna be stronger. May god blesses u.....
Love,
Joel fitzroy phang
For me to give up is not an easy thing. But i really dun wish to see u bein sad and sufferin anymore. I admit im very sad and i cant give up, but to think properly i prefer sacrifyin myself also i dun wanna see u bein so miserable bcuz u have to choose. I knw u cant do it so i have to make the decision for u. I knw i said to u before no matter wad decision i make for u, u also cannot be angry,sad,cry or regret....bcuz i choose to let go actually. I knw u cried alot and i hurt u as well.
Pls dun ask me not to treat u good cuz i cant do it. I wish i can be the one who can love u,be there for u,care for u,share all ur happiness and sorrows. I really wish i could be the one. We agreed tht we will end things up on this friday but i really couldnt let go. I really cant, i'm so sad and weak rite now cuz i knw tht my heart choose to be wit u. I tried so hard to hold back my feelins for u but i failed. I knw ure attached but i rather take the risk bcuz im fallin in love wit u deeply.
Today is already a thursday, another day for us to be tgt and then everythin have to end up. I have to act strong in front of u cuz i dun wan u to be worried abt me. Bein wit u, shared my times wit u is the happiest moment i ever had after everythin. I never regret....im serious...i treasured it alot. While writtin this blog im listenin to ur favourite song...i cant hold back my tears anymore. Pls give me the strength to move on....i hope u can show me a happy face when we end things up on friday(eventhough i knw u will cry)
With tht i really love u wit all my heart, care for u wit all my soul. Shit, i knw when i wake up later my eyes will be swollen up. I dun wanna break down again in front of everyone. So this time im gonna be stronger. May god blesses u.....
Love,
Joel fitzroy phang
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