complicated....

Things are so complicated nowadays, im so stress out, suffocatin, havin headache all the time. Well i have to make a cruel decision towards my gf. I said break up with her rite after our 3rd month anniversary. I do feel sad when i heard her cryin like tht.... but things is very complicated in my mind.

Wad am i doin also im not sure. Im goin thru a test now, god is tryin to test my jealousy. Seriously, even if i can act like im alrite but actually im really fightin thru my jealousy feelin. There's this special girl, i wanna be wit her...i really do but the things and environment is not allowin. Both of us have feelins for each other....and its strong but we cant do anythin to make it work.

Is this a rite thing to do?? is my decision correct?? i really hope things can work out btw us...im crossin my fingers and pray alot alot....